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rEply tag Abg....uhuuu...

1. Name one person who make you laugh last night?
iffah n anum.....

2.What were you doing at 0800?
sLeepinG.....zzzZZZZ...ahaks!

3.What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
tEngok meMo.....dh bape hari x uPdate...

4.What happened to you in 2006?
baru masuk KUKTEM maa....

5.What was the last thing you said out loud?
yA, BICHOSSO!....

6.How many beverages did you have today?
7Up, jUZ TEmBIKAi....tu jer r takat ni...

7.What color is your hairbrush?
black

8.Was was the last thing you paid for?
nasi lemak yg aku bli ptg td...uhuuu....lapo2..

9.Where were you last night?
kat tmpt lepak KAMI wat techno n uC...

10. What color is your front door?
------ warne ni r------

11.Where do you keep your change?
kat purse aku r....

12.What's the weather like today?
so h0t2...

13.What's the best ice-cream flavor?
sUmer aiskrim aku layanzz...

14.What excites you?
hah?.....

15.Do you want to cut your hair?
nope....

16. Are you over the age of 25?
nope

17.Do you talk a lot?
ikut mood r....

18.Do you watch the O.C?
ape tuh??....x phm...uhuuu

19.Do you know anyone named steven?
yuP...steven Speilberg [lebih kurang cam tu r ejaan name dier...mls nk rujuk..]

20.Do you make up your own words?
x pasti...ade kot...

21. Are you a jealous person?
ade gak r ciri tersebut....ehehee

22.Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
Aisyah...

23.Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
kamarul.....xclassmate aku time form 3...name tu jer yg aku terfikir skang...uhuuu

24. Who's the first person on your received call list?
aBg Li.....abg sedare aku tuh.

25.What does the last text message you received say?
msg from CELCOM...pjg sngt nk tles....

26. Do you chew on you straw?
nope..

27.Do you have curly hair?
mane leh gi tau bab nih.....secret....

28. Where's the next place you're going to?
xde kemane....mls nk menapak....

29.Who's the rudest person in your life?
stakat ni xde lg r....

30.What was the last thing you ate?
nasi lemak yg aku bli ptg td.....

31.Will you get married in the future?
kalau sampai seru.......

32. What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
xde...coz jarang ngok muvie skang....bz jer memanjang...

33.Is there anyone you like right now?
ramai jer org yg aku ske skang....

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
mggu lepas....

35. Are you currently depressed?
kadang2....

36.Did you cry today?
nope...x sempat nk meleleh air mata aku td....bergenang jer...ngeeee..

37. Tag 1,2,3,4 or 5 people who would do this survey.
-anum
-aisyah
-iffah

aha, setel.....

Aku X kEsaH....

ade orang kater...
Bapak JiwaNg GilEr bLoG mInah Nih!
huh, aku x kesah...
ske ati aku r nk jiwang ker..nk karat ker kat blog aku nih...
yg pasti...
iNi bLoG aKu!
ikut ske aKu r nK tLes n cAkap aPe p0n.
kaLau nk BaCe, bAce jEr...
kAlaU xnK sUdaH...herM...
so, maAf kepada yG tErasa Ngan KateR2 sy nIh...
CoZ sY yG tEraSe ngaN kAteR2 anDa SebenarNyer....
sEkian, hAraP mAkLum.

ehermm.....

tUmpAnG LaLu....

Ehemm...ni member aku tumpang promote banner dier...sila2 r tengok ek...

Pertandingan Pidato....

aha...ni pic time aku gi Pertandingan Pidato Piala Menteri pada 6 Mac 2009 di PICC Putrajaya...
best sngt coz dpt tengok pemidato dari negara lain berpidato dlm BM...
kelakar pn ade, tp maklum r walaupun cam nk terbelit jer lidah diorg tu time berpidato, diorg still mempamerkan persembahan yg mantap bagi mewakili negara masing2...
pertandingan ni terbhagi kpd 2 kategori iaitu nusantara dan antarabangsa...
Malaysia diwakili oleh YDP UPM (kl x silap aku r...) n dpt tmpt pertama bg kategori nusantara....bangga giler aku....bagi kategori antarabangsa plak, pemidato dr kemboja yg menang. Orgnyer kecik jer tp look funny time dier berpidato...[ade style r....ehehehe]
kl malaysia x menang, mmg malu besar wooo...
pape pn, tahun depan kl ade lg cnfirm nk gi....uhuuuu.

anum tag aku lg....layankan je r....zUUUP!


[1] who was your last text from?
nora...

[2] where was your default pic taken?
hah???..xde rasenyer...

[3] your relationship status?
herm...can i say it 'complicated'????

[4] have you ever lost a close friend?
yup,twice....

[5] what is your current mood?
stable but i feel like to 'headbang' my head now...

[6] what is your brother's name?
bahrin...the only youngest brother i hv...

[7] what is your favorite color?
1st=purple..2nd=red...3rd=green....

[8] where you wish you were right now?
home....i juz wanna be at home for a while....

[9] have a crazy side?
yup...

[10] ever had a near death experience?
yup....my grandfather...

[11] something you do a lot
hearing a music that i like most...

[12] angry at anyone?
YES....

[13] what's stopping you from going to the person you like?
coz i think it not the right time....

[14] when was the last time you cried?
last week....

[15] is there anyone you would do anything for?
1st=myself, 2nd= family, 3rd=my friendz....

[16] What do you think about when you are falling sleep?
none...i juz want to rest my mind.

[17] who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
eilah....

[18] what are your favorite song?
banyak....x tau nk gi tau yg mane satu...

[19] what are you doing right now?
ngah posting blog r ni...

[20] who do you trust right now?
myself only....

[21] where did you get the shirt you wearing?
b4 i went to p.pangkor with my family...

[22] have you kissed someone in the past week?
nope...

[23] what is your lucky number?
none...but i like n0.2

[24] who are your friends that are closest to you?
my friendz in ump....

[25] describe your life in one word
S.T.R.E.S.S

[26] who are you thinking of right now?
none...

[27] what should you be doing right now?
study micro c, i hv a test tomrrow maa...

[28] if you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now, what would it be?
new shoes...n Armani Code perfume...ehhehe

[29] what are you listening to?
my favourite songz....

[30] who was a last person who gave you a hug?
erm, not remember right nw....sorry

[31] who was the last person who yelled at you?
none....

[32] do you act differently around the person you like?
juz slumber....but give a nice expression as a 'WOMAN'...uhuuu

[33] what is your natural hair color?
dnt tell others..'SECRET'..hahaaa

[34] who was the last person to make you laugh?
my friendz...

[35] who will be tagged by you?
"ME...."

ape kejadahnyer kata2 tuh??

27 hb Feb 2009...
hari yg paling membencikan...
aku masih teringat kata2 Dia (bukan nama sebenar...) pada aku pagi tu..
"awak bakal menjadi seorang IBU! bakal menjadi seorang ISTERI!",
kata Dia kepadaku.
tapi...ape kejadahnyer 'IBU' ngan 'ISTERI' dalam report aku tuh???
xde kaitan lgsung dengan susah payah aku nk wat report tuh!!!
hilang akal ape???
korang bayangkan...depan bdk laki class aku dier ckp cenggitu kat aku!
aku bengang...tapi mulut aku masih mempamerkan senyum berapi aku kat dier...juga depan kawan2 ku yg melihat scene trsebut...
tanpa buang mase, aku terus bagi serang balas kat Dia....
"Dia,bnder tuh xde kaitan ngan pe yg kiter discuskan...!"kataku dengan nada sinis...pergh.
Dia tetap wat muke xde perasaan dier time aku ckp tuh...slumber jer dier...
huh, aku tau korang pn merasai perkara yg sama seperti yg aku alami ari tuh..
thank God, we r stiil can cntrol ourself but some of them have been hurting by 'his' word directly!
i'm sory beb coz i'm not there at that time to share and see it with u all...
may Allah give us strength to cntinue ourlife ...juz for this sem only beb...."GAMBATE!!!"